Okay, so theres this guy i went out with for about 5 months. it was perfect, he was perfect. it was my first serious relatinship. it got to the point which i met his whole family and actually went out with them like if i was already part of the family. they really liked me. i dont bring just anyone to meet my family and i actually brought him. he met my dad and my other family. they all liked him too. i wasnt allowed to have a boyfriend and my dad actually said it was Ok after he met him. it was like nothing could go wrong. our relationship was so unique, special, and different. we were so opened with eachother. the laughs we had were amazing. we were the best and everyone liked us together. we had no problems. we barely even fought and when we did, we make up the same day. my problem is that we broke up and we both did it together because things were shaky. the break up eneded good. were good friends but it kills me you know. i love him so much. i never felt like this for anyone . he effected me in such a way because im such a strong person and for a person to break me down like that is pretty big. i miss him to much and it kills me to see him haning out with all these girls not knowing what could be going on. im trying to enjoy myself and just forget about it but what should i do? just give up? is he worth it? im confused.